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The Beginning by HiddenSanctum The Beginning :iconhiddensanctum:HiddenSanctum 1 0 The Real Me by HiddenSanctum The Real Me :iconhiddensanctum:HiddenSanctum 1 0 Do you notice me? by HiddenSanctum Do you notice me? :iconhiddensanctum:HiddenSanctum 1 0 Aya Brea by HiddenSanctum Aya Brea :iconhiddensanctum:HiddenSanctum 10 4 Lightning by HiddenSanctum Lightning :iconhiddensanctum:HiddenSanctum 2 1 2.13.11 by HiddenSanctum 2.13.11 :iconhiddensanctum:HiddenSanctum 1 1
Twelve Seasons
Twelve Seasons
A Thousand and Sixty Days
The bitterness of winter
Seemed to pass away
Ice crippling snow
Slowly enters my heart
You left...
With words I barely understood
And with those words
My world was no more
You took my nights
You took my thoughts
You took my health
You took my soul
Everything became nothing
In that instant
Yet renewed
No longer is there "we"
For three years now
"We" was all I cared about
With twisted daggers
I walk...
With every memory
A new scar appears
With every picture
Blood draws near
And now all that left
Emptiness and silence
Will I make it
Twelve Seasons
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Photo Frame
A moment, thats all it is
A moment, one instance in time
Do you really see me?
See me, see life?
Or is your life your own little illusion
That is the world you breathe
That is the life you see
Yet Disturbance...
That is what I feel
The foundations are shaking
Was it ever stable?
Am I rushing?
Is this your way
of saying "slow down"
Lied to...
Thats what I feel
Did you ever want it?
Did you ever let me?
Did I lose the right?
Did I hurt you?
This empty photo frame
Reflects nothingness
I must bring it life
Must bring back happiness
Thats what I must do
Even if it hurts me
Deep in my heart
Do you trust me still,
To heal the wounds inside?
I'd still love you
Even if you killed my heart
Because it comes from,
something deeper within
You'd have to kill me
For it to die
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Black Wings
There is someone inside of me
Sleeping soundly as I breathe
For this is someone you do not know
Someone I have never come to understand
In deep slumber is he
A soul that was never was meant to be
Waiting to be awaken
By someone oh so special
It hides within me
In this cage we call a body
Afriad to fly and soar
For fears it's wings will tore
But maybe it will sweep the horizon
With it's black feathered wings
Like an angel of darkness
That brings light to our dreams
Forever entwined with the skies
As it seeks out one that flies
Yet it waits patiently
For that special someone
It is willing to take with him
To share it's corner of the sky
For who is this magnificent thing
You might ask again and again
For it is not a thing
But a somebody
And that somebody is me
For I am an angel with black wings
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Mature content
Blood Soaked :iconhiddensanctum:HiddenSanctum 1 1
Rain of Blood
The scars that reflect my past sins
Hidden beneath my skin
The sorrow of infinite cries
That echoed within my ears
The pain from the day you left me
Hands stain with blood
That can never be washed away
I ask you one thing, were we too perfect?
That even the gods were jealous of us?
The sacred memories that I had with you
Will always remain with me
Even though I lost you
You will always be a part of me
Cause without you, I wouldn't be anything
The summer breeze of agony
That makes my heart bleed
The rains of anguish
That brings tear to my cheeks
Painful sights of suffering
Brings the darkness deep within my heart
Your skin once ruddy, now pale
The lies to ease my worries
"I'll be fine" "I'm feeling better"
These words that I truely believed
You were always too kind-hearted
So impeccable yet so frail
I wished I had met you earlier
then maybe, just maybe
we would of had a different fate
The city that is filled with memories
I walks their lonely streets
As the rain of blood
Consumes me
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Lots of stuff have happened since the last time I posted. (Then again last time was like two years ago) Some good and some bad. But now everything seems to have started over.

Life goes on...
I haven't been working on any big projects, just a bit of photo editing here and there. A bit of writing here and there too. College is taking its toll and taking away a lot of time that would allow me to do things I want to do.

Hopefully I'll have more time when break time comes around.
Or I just need better time managing skills.

Reinventing myself...
  • Listening to: G.NA - 'Black & White'
  • Reading: B 棟11樓
  • Watching: Bones, Fringe, The Cape, Lie to Me
  • Playing: Star Ocean: The Last Hope
  • Eating: Cookie
  • Drinking: Bubble Tea with Pudding

Journal History


Forever Dreamer
United States
My Real Name is James

Have been on this planet for 21 years

Currently living the U.S.

Current Residence: HiddenSanctum
deviantWEAR sizing preference: Uh...idk never bought a shirt from here
Favourite genre of music: Rock, Pop, R&B and Soul in multiple languages
Favourite photographer: not sure either
Favourite style of art: Anime and Fantasy
Operating System: Windows 7
MP3 player of choice: iPhone
Shell of choice: Sea Shells? ^^;;
Wallpaper of choice: Anime or something pretty
Skin of choice: own?
Favourite cartoon character: Currently Horo from Spice and Wolf
Personal Quote: Eventually you\'ll have to sacrafice for love or love will sacrafice you


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EmptyPrince Featured By Owner Feb 6, 2011
HiddenSanctum Featured By Owner Feb 13, 2011
Hihi, and you don't update much =P
EmptyPrince Featured By Owner Feb 14, 2011
well welll welll welll theres been complications -.- AND MY POOR BABY CAUGHT A REGISTRY KEY REDIRECTION VIRUS :(
undrline Featured By Owner Feb 8, 2010  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks for the :+fav:
HiddenSanctum Featured By Owner Feb 11, 2010
no problem, I love your guifications
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YuriThorns Featured By Owner Aug 17, 2008  Student Digital Artist
thanks 4 the watch XD
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